And really, that was one of the things that led to the downward spiral and she's dead now, man. I'm fine with it. I'll leave it at that. But, man, I really wish that wouldn't have happened. It's hard to put yourself in someone else's head. She deserves that sooner rather than later, man, I hope. And it just kind of built from there and she was down for it. I don't even know how to explain it, but I just remember Hunter texting me, like, 'hey man, hey kid, what kind of psycho s--t are you getting yourself into now? But she deserves to be in there, man. I was really kind of the 'boohoo', that 'woe is me' s--t. I would never blame anything on her. And I can't, obviously, it goes without saying that we can't change it, man. X-Pac said that he tries not to be ashamed of anything in life, but he certainly wishes that it never happened. I think she floated the idea about [making a sex tape] because of the Paris Hilton thing. As far as my own motivation, sure, it was financial. Things just happened, man.